Sunday, August 23, 2026
Friday, August 21, 2026
There's No Place Like Home [Full Album + Swag]

The Mad Monk (Johnnie To, 1993)
Uncle Boonmee Who Can Recall His Past Lives
(Apichatpong Weerasethakul, 2010)
Rewind & Play (Alain Gomis, 2022)
For the YouTube version of my new album There's No Place Like Home, embedded directly below, I have gone to characteristically great lengths to make it so that it’s not just a boring inert cover image accompanying forty minutes of a raging brushfire of experimental music, providing each track a modified film clip that suits it. There’s also some little Easter eggs scattered here and there to make the whole thing even more fun, more gratifyingly variegated, and more ontologically colourful.
The Images and Sounds
Thursday, August 20, 2026
My Thursday Thus Far
Reading poetry, she had marvelled as layers of inhibition fell away one by one until all that remained was her pulse, attuned to everything but sundered by it. Surely what happened to her today had not been an act of poetry; it had skinned her alive, an initiation raw and curt. All she was certain of was that what had happened was important.
- Paul West, The Tent of Orange Mist
Yesterday I worked industriously on a new full-length album, my first since getting out of the hospital in July, and I managed get the first half of it wrapped up. The two halves of this one are definitely going to be demonstrably separate entities though the music is throughout a kind of attempt to bridge noise music, electronic dance music, and the legacy of the Mississippi Delta blues, which has been the case as well with my recent EPs and some of my recent standalone tracks. I went to bed close to midnight, which would not have been an especially late hour when I was a younger man, but assuredly is now. I dreamt a recurring dream about the young lady in the pink Miata, which left me queasy but ambivalent. I got up around 7:00AM and started work on the second half of my new album. The first few hours of the day are when my feet are at their worst as though shocked and bitter at having to carry my body weight around. I spent a good part of the morning grinding away at producing all manner of heinous and unprecedented string instrument noise, and then at 10:40 I went and had blood work done so that my family doctor and my psychiatrist can assess my Lithium levels (they were near toxic at the time of my hospitalization, likely because I kept taking my meds in the preceding period but almost completely stopped eating). While I was at the doctor’s office I inquired about a pair of referrals my doctor was supposed to make on my behalf, one to the Calgary Foot Care Nurses to help with the necrotic tissue pain and corns, the lingering repercussions of very bad frostbite, and the other to a urologist on account of my phimosis (tightening of the foreskin, for those not in the know). Today I was given the number for the urologist and the likelihood is that they will need to operate. There is only one operation for this condition: circumcision. I’m certainly not jazzed at the prospect of having that operation, and few uncircumcised men would be, but at this point in my life it does seem pretty minor next to all the other wretched and heartbreaking stuff that has brought me to where I am. I am inspired by the fortitude my uncle George has demonstrated these past few years, first losing an eye to cancer and then very recently surviving brain surgery with a smile on his face and a sunny outlook overall. After leaving the doctor’s office and taking everything into consideration, I decided I’d go ahead and treat myself to eggs Benedict at OEB in Mission. Goddammit, sometimes you need to spoil yourself…
John Fahey, "City of Refuge 1"
Tuesday, August 18, 2026
Marriage
Black Cat, White Cat (Emir Kusturica, 1998)
This October is going to somehow mark the twentieth wedding anniversary of Bronwyn and myself, though at this point we’re almost like two people who just met and aren’t sure they like the cut of the other’s jib. We got married a few days short of Halloween 2006 and there is no ambiguity around the fact that Bronwyn wanted a spooky wedding and an even spookier marriage. Well, she’s a plenty spooky character alright. Has ever been and so shall be. Twenty years later and I’m still asking myself: what in the hell have you gotten yourself into, bud? The twins, Anton and Dani, are going to be sixteen in short order and aside from bringing in the only paycheck around here I’ve also been commanded with teaching the kids to drive. I’m teaching them on a standard transmission so they’ll be as prepared as humanly possible for the capricious and dangerous roads of this fallen and blighted land. I learned on a stick shift because my father believed it would cause me to be ever-and-actively-attentive to the mechanics of operating a motor vehicle whenever I was actively operating a motor vehicle. Anton is doing pretty good with the stick shift but Dani routinely breaks out in tears and that’s something I’ve never had the knack for countermanding effectively. There, there, girl, I say, and she stares daggers at me. It is then that she most resembles her mother.
My life got cozier and more agreeable starting with 2020 and the COVID-19 protocols, but it also got sloppier and moribund. The city sent all of us home to work remotely. A third of the office—the busybodies and workaday cops I very much won’t mind never seeing again—were heartbroken to leave behind their knickknack-covered desks and officious persecution of congenial slackers the likes of myself. I couldn’t gather my shit and get out of there fast enough. I am fortunate to continue my well-compensated work for the municipal government from home, but back in 2020 it very quickly became clear that I wasn’t going to pull it off for terribly long if I didn’t cut out alcohol altogether. I realized I probably would have been drinking heavily at work the whole while if there hadn’t been people around observing me. Perhaps the workaday cops have their function after all. Luckily for everybody, Bronwyn upped her game and started drinking enough for the both of us. Since we were now very often in the house together for the entire day, things periodically got grisly. I normally walk on eggshells around her when she’s good and soused, but the twins have grown to despise her outright and do not feel compelled to hide it from her. Does that sometimes wound her? Ha! Nothing a drink won’t fix.
Though it is an old cliché it is also perfectly true that Bronwyn will with some regularity tell us all that she’s going out briefly under some flimsy pretext only to return days or weeks later, not even the least bit sheepish respective of her truancy and/or any worry she may have caused. In a way I have myself grown to be sanguine and even a little grateful for these protracted absences, brief spells when the house is calm and comparatively navigable. I tear through my workload with harmonious ease and sometimes literally kick up my feet on my desk, a mild indulgence Bronwyn would never countenance were she around to make note of it and sneer. A few days had passed—not that I’d counted them!—when my longtime partner in corkscrew misadventure came in last night and sat on the edge of the bed grumbling to herself long enough to indicate that she wished to exchange words with me. Alright, I said, I’ll bite. What happened this time? Evidently grateful for the accommodating prompt, she began to tell the story of the severe but friendly German woman from Cologne with whom she had spent the past few days and nights and who she had initially met in some sordid online forum. The woman from Cologne had a thick accent, wore stylish and professional-looking pantsuits, worked in corporate finance, and was into BDSM and role-play. Bronwyn said she’d found herself for the first time in her life got up in leather bondage gear and wielding a cat o' nine tails like she’d been at it since adolescence, which was fun at first but ultimately grew fatiguing and confusing. How many variations can there possibly be to this stuff? Just this very evening she and the woman from Cologne had taken a break from kink and Netflix to go get a bite to eat in a nearby tavern. No matter how sick from overindulgence in the hooch, Bronwyn has always had a unique capacity to wolf down bar food. Apparently, the woman from Cologne had been totally sober during all the sex shenanigans but got tipsy over dinner and became emotional, crying audibly enough that everybody in the tavern could hear her. What was evidently getting at her was the culpability of all German people in the genocidal horrors perpetrated by the crazed, eugenicist Nazis, for which she herself, having not even been born back then, felt no small amount of personal responsibly for whatever reason. She cried even louder then, admitting that she had never been able even once to look her grandparents in the eyes. Bronwyn excused herself from the table saying that she needed to make use of the facilities and then slipped out a side door, commencing to embark upon the long, inebriated trek homeward. Why are people such simpering losers? she asked, probably rhetorically, having recounted the story as coherently as she could manage. My God, I thought, what the fuck is wrong with this person? What am I even doing with my life?
The Worlds of Love
(Cinnie Cole, David Garland, Ikue Mori)
"One of Two"
Monday, August 17, 2026
Physical Media Roundup
Cato Salsa Experience w/ The Thing & Joe McPhee
"Louie Louie"
Sunday, August 16, 2026
The Inside Out Thirst Trap EP
The Sounds and Images
Jean-Pierre Léaud in
Out 1: Noli Me Tangere
(Jacques Rivette, 1971)
Saturday, August 15, 2026
Top Four EPs from My Vinyl Collection

















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